Yes, that's right. I'm sure he did! There can't be any better explanation than that..I mean - any reasonable explanation...He must've hypnotised me...
Finished work today something something pm, went to the chapel (yes - we've got our own chapel in here. Though I need it as much as a Coronation Chicken needs ice cream..)Flipped through some random CD's , listened to one of them and a bit of the other one. Then IT caught my eye.
Can't remember where I got the CD from..a charity shop perhaps..Put it on, killed the lights and lied on my back. "Four Seasons" .Typical-you may think..but not for me. At least not anymore..
"Spring"..määäh...next one!
"Summer"..started to feel tender jitters in my spine.
Autumn" ..mnääh as well..this one made me feel pretty much.. nothing..
"Winter" - oh yeee! That was it. My sweet Antonio..I think he knows (or rather knew...) how I felt on that very moment. Closed my eyes and let the frissons to creep up on me..
I have to say that it was almost orgasmic..Mhm ..orgasm caused by a long long dead man..long dead and not even a nice one..I really disgust myself sometimes..but only sometimes.
After ehm..a while I returned to my room, bewitched as I was, sat on my armchair and mumbled to myself "I think.. I'm in love.."
At least that's how it felt like..
It's good to be me - doesn't take much to boost my emotions. One moment - in the seventh heaven, next moment - fighting with Devil over the right to use the cauldron first..
I think I should get drunk now..to balance myself. Or to drown the sorrow caused by this unanswered love.or whatever.
Finished work today something something pm, went to the chapel (yes - we've got our own chapel in here. Though I need it as much as a Coronation Chicken needs ice cream..)Flipped through some random CD's , listened to one of them and a bit of the other one. Then IT caught my eye.
Can't remember where I got the CD from..a charity shop perhaps..Put it on, killed the lights and lied on my back. "Four Seasons" .Typical-you may think..but not for me. At least not anymore..
"Spring"..määäh...next one!
"Summer"..started to feel tender jitters in my spine.
Autumn" ..mnääh as well..this one made me feel pretty much.. nothing..
"Winter" - oh yeee! That was it. My sweet Antonio..I think he knows (or rather knew...) how I felt on that very moment. Closed my eyes and let the frissons to creep up on me..
I have to say that it was almost orgasmic..Mhm ..orgasm caused by a long long dead man..long dead and not even a nice one..I really disgust myself sometimes..but only sometimes.
After ehm..a while I returned to my room, bewitched as I was, sat on my armchair and mumbled to myself "I think.. I'm in love.."
At least that's how it felt like..
It's good to be me - doesn't take much to boost my emotions. One moment - in the seventh heaven, next moment - fighting with Devil over the right to use the cauldron first..
I think I should get drunk now..to balance myself. Or to drown the sorrow caused by this unanswered love.or whatever.
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