"I don't know why do I do it!? Don't get it! I mean..it's not like I'm particularly enjoying it..in fact - it's so flippin painful and uncomfortable and ..and ..I tend to pass out."
"Because you're a good person." says Gracie, a little nurse with raisin eyes.
Oh, hell..I can feel the needle entering my vein..my first "Oh Shit Moment" this day..
Good person..good person..
Because I feel better after that? How am I a good person then? I'm not doing it for others..I'm doing it for myself. I want to feel better! I do feel better after!
Is she saying it to all donors? Did she say it to someone else maybe..was there anyone standing behind me..
Actually, I don't even think about it when I do it...it feels..natural.
I think I want to give more.
Hmm..what else can I give?
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